| I don't want to get him anything stupid this year (although my Panda Express gift card and Panda Express plush bear inside a little Christmas theme Chinese take out box was genius) I want to get him something he needs. I was thinking... a steel water bottle? A nice one he can use at work. ^^ (He doesn't go on Xanga so he'll never see this! :D lol) Or maybe something to make him smell good. idk What to do what to do...
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| I haven't written in FOREVER. I used to use Xanga like a diary now it's like I feel like it has to be perfect to even post it! No; I'm writing for ME. SAT was this weekend, totally sucked. I bombed the math badly, but the English was almost laughable it was so easy. I was in a classroom at some random public school (I'm in a 16 student private high school) I don't attend, it was so awkward! I didn't know anyone and I had this horrible zit above my lip! I still do, I hardly breakout anymore but when I do, it's bad.
I wanna lose some weight and get into a better shape! It's better than being a size 12 two years ago to a size 6 to an 8 (depending on where I shop) now! But I want to lose more. Not bone potruding "I GOTTA BE SKINNY *PUKE PUKE*" thin but just thin enough to where my thighs don't jiggle when I walk around in a swimsuit and my tummy roll when I sit in an innertube on the Schlitterbahn lazy river!
I can do it! My dillema? I love to cook. I want to go to culinary school. I love food. I love BAD food. I've been doing good trying to convert my diet to a more Kosher lifestyle. So far I've only cut out pork when I can! (Cheap multi pack corn dogs still have some pork in them but in this economy, it'll do.) I haven't had bacon or sausage in forever and I think it will help cholesterol go down! When I'm tempted to indulge in sausage, I think about the snorting (which I hate) and the garbage that they eat (EW) or the fact that they have no sweat glands and it's enough to turn me off. I'm having trouble ditching shrimp though! I only indulge as a treat on something good. Like Baja coconut shrimp at my favorite Mexican joint! :)
I'm still waiting for Josh to call me, he should be off of work soon, I'll ask him over for dinner to help finish off the leftover chicken and rice casserole Mom made.
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