It's been 2 weeks. I haven't talked to Josh on the phone for 2 weeks. It feels like forever.

Cons:
I can't get a hold of him.
I'm lonely.
What's the point in unlimited txt if I only txt him?
I miss him.
He's still under his mom's contract and until his whole stupid family pitches in for the whole bill, everyone's phones are cut off.
What if something happens to him?

Pros:
He really misses me too.
He sometimes comes and knocks on my window after work around 10, its so sweet!
I'm learning to trust him more; when he says he'll do something, he's actually doing it!
I'm never going to take a cell phone for granted again. :(
I feel like sooo old fashioned. haha
I still get to see him every now and then between his work and college schedule.
I'm learning not to depend on him for my own happiness.
His stress was leaking into my life and making me stressed too and I'm not as stressed out with him dealing with his own stuff.
I miss him, in a good way.
He's coming by after work tonight! ^o^

Survey..

Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
One inch shorter.

Are you one of those people who just don't care?
Care about what? I care about a lot of things, but not everything. Like what Lady Gaga wore to the Grammys... don't care.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Well, losing my little sister would be bad!

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Is anyone ever really happy with their choices? I've made some good ones though.

What's the last important thing that you broke? How?
I almost broke my laptop... someone spilled Diet Dr. Pepper in it. I haven't touched a can since! I've got a weird hatred toward it now.

Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon?
Beauty & The Beast 3D!

Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
No

Do you have to sleep with a television on?
NO! Just a fan, thanks.

Do you think you're a good person?
I guess. I'm not a horrible person, but I've done some horrible things. But only with the blood of Christ am I even close to "good".

Are all of your friends virgins?
Yeah.

Do you currently have a hickey?
No, those are great and everything but embarrassing!

Is it okay to kiss people if you're single?
idk I've never done it.

Do you like Mexican food?
Like? More like LOVE. Tex-Mex at least anyway.

What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Whoops, 15 minutes ago I should've been up!

Do you think you can be in a relationship with someone for 6 months or more?
I'm in a relationship going on 2 years...

What were you doing last night at EXACTLY midnight?
Asleep.

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
My boyfriend is definitely a clown. :)

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
idk When I see Josh again? lol

Do you find smoking unattractive?
It's gross and my bf used to smoke. It was nasty. He'd lie to me and do it behind my back. I didn't care that much, it hurt because he was hiding things from me.

What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
Fear? Psssh.

Do you remember who you liked on New Years?
My beau. lol

Are you someone who worries too often?
Totally.

Could things possibly get any better?
Um. Duh.

How did you get your last bruise?
I have a bruise on my leg. Problem is, I don't know how it got there.

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yeah. It was super annoying.

When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Earlier. I think. I laugh daily.

What time will you be getting up tomorrow morning?
7 am.

Do you trust your friends?
Yep.

Have you ever intentionally pissed someone off?
Well who hasn't?

Are you taller than the last person you kissed?
No. He's a half inch taller than me. XD

Have you ever done something you swore to yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes.

Who is the last person that made you smile?
Beffers.

Do you have a dirty mind?
Nooooo.

If you could choose to live without any emotions at all, would you do it?
IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? THAT WOULD SUUUCK!

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Yesss.

Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
My beau!

Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
Everyday.

Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
What's there to judge aside from I'm a very blessed girl who is *gasp* HAPPY!

Have you ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
?

Do you think that people are trustworthy?
Not really. I mean look at the government!

How many best friends have you had throughout your life?
2. haha

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Yes.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yes, I have actually.

Has anyone ever made a difference in yours?
Mhmm.

Do you want someone you can't have?
No...

Has someone put their arm around you in the past five days?
Yes. It's a safe feeling.

Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
*facepalm* A certain dum dum bf of mine DID try to steal from WALMART. Ugh. He's an idiot. But he's my idiot.

Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?
No.

Do you know anyone who died of breast cancer?
No, thank God.

Do you think love is overrated?
No, love is the greatest! Love can change the course of someone's eternity between life and death!